Dilemma

Should I or should I not?

I asked myself, why did I want to keep it in the first place?

I thought I could handle them. I did.

Until now.

How...

I am feeling the strain.. There is so much to say yet I just can't get them out of my mouth. I had keep it long enough... So how do I start?
i just want you to know that I am doing good, very well.


Thank you for being there and being my friend.