scared...

Just went to dentist and he gave me a check - I need to take out my wisdom teeth, all 4 and fast. The bottom two are growing out in an angle which is pushing my other molar teeth. I will need to go for surgery to take them out. Ahh.. I had heard of frightening experiences and I am relly not too excited by it. It seems like I do not have any choice as they are causing cavity on my other teeth. I am scared. Furthermore, the surgery is only partial anaesthetics, that's the scariest. BTW, why are they called wisdom teeth? I wonder..

is it normal?

I am always not satisfied of myself. Is that normal? I think I am normal as it is very common, especially for women, to be unhappy about their appearance. Same with me. The problem with me: I always want to be a catwalk model, so I am not tall enough. I used to be proud of my legs but now, I am hiding them most of the time. I admit that I am too lazy and tired to exercise them, but I am always on my feet. I do not sit around in offices, since my job requires me to be on my feet all the time. So why aren't they toned? My legs are too big for my frame. How I wish I can shift the excess to somewhere else and put them into better use. *Grins*. I realise that my fingers are not pretty. They are not those ladies' fingers. My best pal, Janice, has very nice and long fingers, unlike mine.

Sad isn't it? When there are so many less fortunate people suffering worse fate and I am complaining here. Okay, I will try to minimise my ranting and get something done instead.

Late last night, I went to Ang Mo Kio Hub to show support to my friends. They were performing at a pub-like place name 'Scarlet City'. Tuesday is the Japanese theme. It's located near the cinema in the hub, on the highest level. The place was quite nicely furnished, to our surprise. As it's a neighbourhood, we did not expect to find such a place. Sad to say, the place was deserted. There were only three tables, and all occupied by friends of the band. The pub's servers outnumbered it's customers. Maybe the concept is wrong.

it's been a long time..

I was browsing through my folders and came across the pictures that I took together with a few of my bestest pals. Kind of miss those crazy times we had. Hardly enjoyed myself as much these days when I am abroad. I wonder how Roy is doing now, and Michelle in Germany, and Selina and her baby. It's like so near yet so far. Everyone's busy with their life now. It was fun.




the silly and fun things we did..



I just went to moscow.. Hopefully I am able to get the photos and put them up soon.. Anyway, I will be visiting again.. Maybe.. Haha..