The date is 31 May 2014.
I closed my first EC deal. The buyer is my uncle and auntie. They bought Twin Fountains at Woodlands Ave 6.
I was there since 4pm. Only done with all the paperwork at around 8 plus.
I am happy that they bought the unit and enjoy some savings.
It was terrible yesterday. There was this other agent who tried to bypass me. Lesson learnt. Must spell everything out properly and clearly and be thick-skinned. Cannot assume and take things for granted. Have to clear up the mess. Hope everything can be cleared soon!!
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01 June 2014
09 March 2014
Reflections
Suddenly, I realised that when I was telling my gfs my issues, I put B in a bad role - by the way I tell them. Not sure if anyone, other than B, knows what I am saying here. B is right! I did not believe it previously. Or maybe I did not want to believe it.
The way I relate my stories to them is like I was the victim and B was the bad guy. The fact is not. B always want me to be better, to push me to work harder. So I am the ultimate lazy bum here, full of execuses and sh*t!!!
All these while I have been rather conservative. I do not open up to people much, even my close gfs, because I do not want to be judged. You know? Maybe I myself is always judging others, that's why I feel that if I say certain things, or admit to certain things, I will be judged.
As I was telling them, I am very fortunate. At home, I do not need to do anything - household chores are taken care by my mum, she cooks for yx. I merely prepare the veggies and feed her, and play with her, look after her - make sure she does not hurt herself. When the tv is switched on, I watch with her. Many times, I will be glued to the tv, more than my girl. At bt timah, the same happens. B will cook and clean up. I rarely do the house chores. I only keep yx out of trouble and make her sleep.
Most of the time, I will be browsing the Facebook or Instagram or whatever nonsense. Most of it not beneficiary or that important.
I AM A ULTIMATE LAZY SLACKER WHO WANTS TO DO NOTHING!!!!
B said I had lost my drive, ever since we got married, cause I had gotten my ultimate goal - him.
So since I am not doing much at home, rather than wasting time, I could have better use my time.
1) Concentrate on doing property. Then I do not need to be flying and still earn good money. I want to, I want to go join the training and go for road shows and door knocking and activities. It is going to be hard work but it will be worth it. I am reluctant as I will be away from my girl. I am not sure if I can do. B feels that I do not need to work so hard. As in, he feels that it is too much hard work for me.
2) Go back flying. This will be easy way out for me. I just need to tahan for these two years. And of course, I will be missing out on my girl's growing years. :(
3) Help B do marketing for DB. It will be presentations and meeting people and talking to people. It will bring in more opportunities for DB. I am afraid to do it as I am not a good talker. And working under B is not going to be easy as well. I know he wants me to help him very much. I feel guilty towards him.
4) Get a ground job. I do not mind this but B feels that I could do much better than a 9-5 office job and waste time and not earning much.
5) Start a blog or sth. Since I have been a "follower" all these while, I could start something too. I can earn money, statues, fame and be pretty and be a successful blogger like dawnyang and xiaxue. Of course, this is easier said than done. There is makeup, hair, camera, angles, clothes and lots of stuff to consider. And I am too old. Girls who are young and energetic will be able to do well. Who cares about a going-to-be-thirty wishful lazy bum?
So this is my Scr*wed up life.
B is my life. Plus yx.
No matter what you say or do, there will be people who agree or disagree with you. However, people who matter will still love and care for you.
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The way I relate my stories to them is like I was the victim and B was the bad guy. The fact is not. B always want me to be better, to push me to work harder. So I am the ultimate lazy bum here, full of execuses and sh*t!!!
All these while I have been rather conservative. I do not open up to people much, even my close gfs, because I do not want to be judged. You know? Maybe I myself is always judging others, that's why I feel that if I say certain things, or admit to certain things, I will be judged.
As I was telling them, I am very fortunate. At home, I do not need to do anything - household chores are taken care by my mum, she cooks for yx. I merely prepare the veggies and feed her, and play with her, look after her - make sure she does not hurt herself. When the tv is switched on, I watch with her. Many times, I will be glued to the tv, more than my girl. At bt timah, the same happens. B will cook and clean up. I rarely do the house chores. I only keep yx out of trouble and make her sleep.
Most of the time, I will be browsing the Facebook or Instagram or whatever nonsense. Most of it not beneficiary or that important.
I AM A ULTIMATE LAZY SLACKER WHO WANTS TO DO NOTHING!!!!
B said I had lost my drive, ever since we got married, cause I had gotten my ultimate goal - him.
So since I am not doing much at home, rather than wasting time, I could have better use my time.
1) Concentrate on doing property. Then I do not need to be flying and still earn good money. I want to, I want to go join the training and go for road shows and door knocking and activities. It is going to be hard work but it will be worth it. I am reluctant as I will be away from my girl. I am not sure if I can do. B feels that I do not need to work so hard. As in, he feels that it is too much hard work for me.
2) Go back flying. This will be easy way out for me. I just need to tahan for these two years. And of course, I will be missing out on my girl's growing years. :(
3) Help B do marketing for DB. It will be presentations and meeting people and talking to people. It will bring in more opportunities for DB. I am afraid to do it as I am not a good talker. And working under B is not going to be easy as well. I know he wants me to help him very much. I feel guilty towards him.
4) Get a ground job. I do not mind this but B feels that I could do much better than a 9-5 office job and waste time and not earning much.
5) Start a blog or sth. Since I have been a "follower" all these while, I could start something too. I can earn money, statues, fame and be pretty and be a successful blogger like dawnyang and xiaxue. Of course, this is easier said than done. There is makeup, hair, camera, angles, clothes and lots of stuff to consider. And I am too old. Girls who are young and energetic will be able to do well. Who cares about a going-to-be-thirty wishful lazy bum?
So this is my Scr*wed up life.
B is my life. Plus yx.
No matter what you say or do, there will be people who agree or disagree with you. However, people who matter will still love and care for you.
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07 November 2013
What should I do?
It is about one month away from YX's 1st birthday. We are still looking for possible venues to hold her party.. I have not order her cake too.. Could not decide to order from which bakery and what design to have..
I had received a call from my previous company. Now I have a chance to go back to work.. Officially.
I want to but I am scared at the same time..
I want to help out with B, it had been really tough for him, to be shouldering all the burden.
My property career is all right but could be better..
Next year's projection is that it is going to be even tougher..
B is right. How much more will I be able to gain back? Given my level now..
Going back will be easy way for me.. I am scared still. Scared to be starting over again. Scared to be in charge. Scared to face the challenges.
And very reluctant to leave my girl.
She will be learning to walk and to talk and so much more.. When I think about the fact that I got to miss all these, my heart ache.
Money cant buy such joy and time..
Which is why I do not mind the new scheme they have. I can come back to my family, my girl more often, I hope.
Why is it so difficult for me? There are so many successful stories, so many flying mummies around whom I can learn from. And yet I find it real hard to take it easy.
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I had received a call from my previous company. Now I have a chance to go back to work.. Officially.
I want to but I am scared at the same time..
I want to help out with B, it had been really tough for him, to be shouldering all the burden.
My property career is all right but could be better..
Next year's projection is that it is going to be even tougher..
B is right. How much more will I be able to gain back? Given my level now..
Going back will be easy way for me.. I am scared still. Scared to be starting over again. Scared to be in charge. Scared to face the challenges.
And very reluctant to leave my girl.
She will be learning to walk and to talk and so much more.. When I think about the fact that I got to miss all these, my heart ache.
Money cant buy such joy and time..
Which is why I do not mind the new scheme they have. I can come back to my family, my girl more often, I hope.
Why is it so difficult for me? There are so many successful stories, so many flying mummies around whom I can learn from. And yet I find it real hard to take it easy.
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27 August 2013
Thank you yx.
It has not been well... Between us..
I tried to work, but still not hard enough.. No results yet..
Need to work something out..
We need to look for a place, and we need help. Time is running out..
I tried to make yx sleep.. I wanted her to smoothe herself to sleep.. As usual she was rolling around and not cooperating at all..
Finally I switched off the side light. My tears fell.. She seemed to feel my sadness. she came and touched me. And finally willing to settle down.. After a few minutes, she got up and climbed onto me, as if she is giving me a hug. Then she was sleeping on me.
Thank you for giving me this wonderful gift - my yx.
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I tried to work, but still not hard enough.. No results yet..
Need to work something out..
We need to look for a place, and we need help. Time is running out..
I tried to make yx sleep.. I wanted her to smoothe herself to sleep.. As usual she was rolling around and not cooperating at all..
Finally I switched off the side light. My tears fell.. She seemed to feel my sadness. she came and touched me. And finally willing to settle down.. After a few minutes, she got up and climbed onto me, as if she is giving me a hug. Then she was sleeping on me.
Thank you for giving me this wonderful gift - my yx.
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18 August 2013
?? part 2
I have got referrals from friends. One so far, to be honest.
Hada wants me to help her boss find a new office. I did try to recommend and arrange for viewing. In the end, one was too ex, one they had seen and the last one was taken.
Best right?
I shall do the mass-messaging tomorrow. I had to do it!!!!!
I want to be like A, my manager!!!!!
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Hada wants me to help her boss find a new office. I did try to recommend and arrange for viewing. In the end, one was too ex, one they had seen and the last one was taken.
Best right?
I shall do the mass-messaging tomorrow. I had to do it!!!!!
I want to be like A, my manager!!!!!
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